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Monday, October 02, 2006

Musings........

Is five years really a long time ? I was 19 5 years ago . Was it the right decision to take a decision which was going to change my life. At 19, I was just into college. Still finding my feet . Life was no hassles . College, fun , timepass , studies, cricket and movies were the only thing i cared about . Where was the place for a relationship . What did I know of relationships . What it takes to make a relationship happen . I did not have any idea . And yet , i committed . Committed to a life with one girl . I was as much reponsible to her as I was to me . She trusted me . She loved me . And i guess that was enough .

Today , As I stand on the threshold of starting a new life, i look back on that fateful day and try to imagine what my life would have been without that moment of madness . And frankly, it is unimaginable . It is as if the past five years have been written in indelible ink, which i cannot rub off nor can ignore for even one moment. For me , it is life till 19 and the life from 19 to 24. Till 19 , I was alone and happy . Since then, I am with her and satisfied. There is no doubt in my mind that I would do the same thing again if I had to go back 5 years . Probably, do it earlier. As i look at her smile , the love in her eyes, the only thing which comes to my mind is to thank her for making my life so wonderful . And I am sure as long as I can see that smile, that trust, my life will be wonderful .

I cannot describe how falling in love means. It is something that cannot be explained. It , well, just has to be experienced . Even today i wonder what is love. Is it the fact that her smile can make my day , or her words can cheer me, or her touch can electrify me , her tears can kill me . My sucess can be hers, her failures can be mine . Silence can speak a thousand words, eyes can convey a lot . Is it the longing i feel to meet her . Well love is all of this and none of this. Experience it and you will understand what I am talking about.

3 Comments:

  • Wow how sweet!!! Really even i cant imagine my life without u.These 5 yrs have been the best yrs of my life.Im thankful to u for making my life beautiful.I just wish for few 100 yrs with u.
    I agree that one cannot explain what love is.It has so many commitments,understanding,trust,etc One has to experience this beautiful feeling.Its like 2 souls meeting initially and becoming 1 soul after getting into the most beautiful feeling which i call as LOVE!!!!

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at October 03, 2006 11:29 PM  

  • i love these posts from you!! they are just so sweet :) mushy too..lol..kidding :)
    i hope you two stay happy forever!!touchwood!

    By Blogger Neha, at October 09, 2006 12:25 AM  

  • good one doooood!

    By Blogger Sayan Sircar, at October 12, 2006 9:58 AM  

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